tired

[HarperGoldstein]

i am tired of walking into public places
only to be greeted at in blind hatred
without words spoken

i am tired of going home
only to find the word meaningless
as i sit alone and think against the wall
looking at my reflection in insecurity

i am tired of isolation
of looking at her in illusion
- yet hate
of hiding behind a mannequin
of her hiding behind her own

i am tired of people
- and their problems
of their love
of their lies
of their hypocrisy

as i sit in tired remorse